kalah

pacuan pacuan lembing terjahkan muka langit dengan luka sedalamnya luka
sengit ini makin menjauhi rela
tempur jelas kian segan... kian malu... kian jarang mahupun menyapa
capai yg menuggu tertanya tanya
hulur yg khusus menjawab singkat sepatah kata

s o u l k n o t s

the bash the singing the confusion the grinning,
a sigh a laughter a whisper a tear,
tangled emotions in a clear light of success and failure,
a cross of morale and mortality,
judgments of good and evil with the taste of bitter, sweet and a little symphony.
cruel crashes… wasteful crushes… gritty confessions.
learn these lessons… pour the synapse … burn the matter….
dry the ink… brush the color… tie the lines into a weave of imagery…
and Remember… the past… to the present… for the future
reminisce… the soultknots

pintas

singkat seharung sebungkus senang..

post traumatic disorder... less of a trauma neither much of a disorder
silence hinder any thought of return...
perhaps any tatter of whispers or scribles of signatures would summon the likes of likes...
never the less... likings are past...wantings are post

an eye is shut with the other squinting the spectrum to its fullest acceptance...
surrender...is however inevitable

jealousy

terlangkup dulang jelmaan diri,
terasa hiris keringat orang,
pantang digilap kelabu pandang,
menggodam rakus isi hati.

dissapointment

terkentut teringat salah... melantak perahu gading.

Patah Kerambit Tumisan Laku

patah kerambit tumisan laku
hiris pandang tangkapan nafsu
lantak pergi samun menghanyut
lantak pergi kudis bergelut

selamat sendiri sehaluan
selamat semua bertaburan

luk ketujuh memutus urat
merah melimpah hilangnya maruah
keratkan dada selera meluat
hinanya serakah lukalah padah